writing in role

Dear mum,
              i don't know if you are still alive or have been taken by the rioters already, but i miss you and i hope you are ok. i know in the past we have had our fall outs and im sorry for all of them. you have no idea how much you mean to me and i know since dad passed away it has been hard for you and i haven't always been there for you because i have been busy. but i promise when this is all over im going to find you and spend more time with you. i mean you are my mum after all i cant just ignore someone so close to me.

look, the reason im writing to you is to tell you i am safe. for now. im held up in a church with quite a lot of people hiding from those rioters and i thought you would just like to know how i am as its been so long since ive seen you. but anyway these people seem quite nice for people who have gone through hell so i trust them a little bit i don't know how long for.

i don't have anything else to tell you apart from ive lost everything and the only thing i have is myself. i dont know how to survive this crazy mess but i hope it brings people together and they fight this thing otherwise our country will be run by rioters for years to come. i think after loosing everything to them its about time to fight them. but you should know that would be my reaction. im your little soldier fighting on every front line to protect the good. i wish i could go back to those days. those days where it was simple. but its all gone now and there is nothing i can do.

well i hope you are ok and i hope to see you soon.

Michael.